Stop worrying about what you look like. I know you feel self-conscious fully exposed up there but trust me the guy likes what he sees. Don’t be afraid to make a show of it, he will appreciate it, I mean don’t go overboard but you are in a powerful position, act accordingly.
Use the headboard, or even better, do it on a couch. Being able to hold onto something will help you stay stable and bring your A game without worrying about falling over.
